Hm. Welp, if any of you follow me on twitter or are my friend on myspace, you've probably seen how depressing my latest posts have been. Well its because I am depressed! People left and right have been txting me and leaving lil mesages seeing if Im ok. Usually I dont text or respond back....except for the ppl on twitter and to my cousin. I think alot of it is just me being ready to leave here...slick thinking about not moving back as I originally planned. We'll see where life takes me though. I just have alot going on emotionally and physically right now that I need to get smoothed out. Im suppper stressed. &&I only have 32 days left here, and the oneee person I want to see the most doesnt fuck with me no more :[. Which is pretty depressing because all I do is love him unconditionally. Always will. But I wont give up hope quite yet! Hah. The one ounce of optimism left inside me. I bet this sounds reallly emo. Oh well. This week imma just try to keep myself busy, probably stay home...minus thursday of course because I gotta go shake it for netta birthday celebration! I just need some time to work on me. So yeah, thats where I am right now. Sad huh?