In ten years...

I hope to be working at vandy children's as a child life specialist. Married with at least one child, hopefully two. Living in nashville. With pitbull and boxer puppies :]

Happy, healthy, and successful.

Day 1; current relationship status.

Ya girl is singleee! As much as I love being in relationships and having one special person all to myself, I realize that Im MUCH happier overall when Im single. I already have so much going on in my life on a daily basis, and relationships honestly just take up time and energy. Right now, my priority is maintaining my gpa and scholarship and I refuse to let any ol boy ruin that for me. Now dont get me wrong, I dont want to be alone forever! I just feel as if Im very young and I have plenty of time left to worry about finding the right one for me. Plus on top of all of this, I have commitment issues and I get bored very easily, so relationships never last too long for me, haha! But thats something Im working on and trying to improve upon :]

two-faced.

[22];gangsta

[23];annoyed

[24];tired

two-faced.

[19];cute

[20];confused

[21];cool kid

two-faced.

[16];scared

[17];turned on

[18];creeper

two faced.

[13];sleeping

[14];eating

[15];bored

two-faced.

[10];laughing

[11];crying

[12];imma eat chooo

&&yes, I do have on a snuggie. judge me.

two-faced.

[7];sophisticated

[8];rawr

[9];unamused

two-faced.

[4];pissed

[5];silly

[6];bad odor

two-faced.

[1];regular

[2];happy

[3];sad

found on tumblr.

Now I have two picture challanges to do! I think Ill do this one first though. But to speed the whole process up I may do like 2 or three a day, depending on how I feel. So be prepared :D

honestly...

Im tired of this letter challenge. Hah. Is that bad? When I found it I was like wooohoo! Now Im like..eh. I force myself to do them. Hah...so I think I'll just stop. But I am going to try to find another one, for like pictures. Id much rather do that.

By the way, check out my tumblrrrr! ---> http://skeezuhhh.tumblr.com/

day 24.

Random fact: I passed my ap spanish exam with a m'effing 4 bitches! Proudest day of my life. Hells yeah.

Person who gave me my fav memory: My fam...my favorite moments have definately been with my immediate family. So uhmmm yeah, love you guys! :] <333

day 23.

Photo of something in my car;; Seriously? hah. uhm....me!!

Last person I kissed;; Sigh...Im tired of talking about that boy :P But yea, I love em. Blah blah. Haha.

day 22.

Someone I want to give a second chance to;; No one.

Photo of something in my home;;

my baby :] <333

letter to people i judge.

Uhm, I judge everyone. So yeah. Hah.

day 21;;anything i wanna post about.

Hm. Welp, if any of you follow me on twitter or are my friend on myspace, you've probably seen how depressing my latest posts have been. Well its because I am depressed! People left and right have been txting me and leaving lil mesages seeing if Im ok. Usually I dont text or respond back....except for the ppl on twitter and to my cousin. I think alot of it is just me being ready to leave here...slick thinking about not moving back as I originally planned. We'll see where life takes me though. I just have alot going on emotionally and physically right now that I need to get smoothed out. Im suppper stressed. &&I only have 32 days left here, and the oneee person I want to see the most doesnt fuck with me no more :[. Which is pretty depressing because all I do is love him unconditionally. Always will. But I wont give up hope quite yet! Hah. The one ounce of optimism left inside me. I bet this sounds reallly emo. Oh well. This week imma just try to keep myself busy, probably stay home...minus thursday of course because I gotta go shake it for netta birthday celebration! I just need some time to work on me. So yeah, thats where I am right now. Sad huh?

letter to the one who broke my heart.

I really dont want to dwell on this, because it makes me upset everytime I think about it...&&Im already upset with my life enough as is. You probably wont ever know it, but you broke my heart that day...bad. I dont think Ill ever get over it. Because I still love you. Sucks that you'll never feel that way toward me. Whatever though.

day 20;;person i cant live without.

My parents. Yall never let me want for anything. I dunno what Im gonna do without you guys. I wanna stay young forever! I dont wanna be on my own! Hah. But seriously, thanks for everything you guys do and that I know you will continue to do. Love you <333

letter to person i wish to be/someone who pesters my mind.

I wish I could be more independent. I guess Im clingy. Its crazy though, because when I become attached to something, its damn near impossible for me to let it go. &&In alot of cases, thats more harmful than helpful. Hopefully my move to dc will help me to better improve my independency :]

I LEAVE IN 34 DAYS BTW. WTFFF!

To the person who pesters my mind...girl, I love you so much. I dont think you quite get it though. We used to be so close growing up, even though we only saw each other a few times a year. As we've grown older we've become distant and two very different people. I like to say Im a thug, but seriously some of the shit you tell me about that you go through makes me feel like a spoiled little pansy. But the thing is, you dont have to live a life like that. Just because the people around you are involved in all that craziness doesnt mean you have to be also. Your parents love you and are worried. Im worried. You cant do it alone. I hope you reconsider what you're trying to do. WE LOVE YOU!