something that freaks me out.

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So what freaks me out? The two things that come to mind off top-ladybugs and fireflies. I bet you over there thinking, what the eff? But let me explain.

Okay first off the ladybugs. I used to loveee ladybugs. Shit, bugs in general at that! I was a tomboy back in the day, never would guess that now would ya? Anyways, I used to catch those bad boys like it wasnt nothing. Never bothered me at all...until one year at girlscout camp. Now I was a member of a veryyy active girl scout troop and we went camping atleast twice a year. So this particular year, Tennessee had a...I guess you could call plague...of ladybugs. Like they had supa reproduced that year for some reason I dont remember. But anyways we were going to the barn to slide down the infamous slide inside. We're going up the stairs, and allllll I see in every nook and cranny and corner are PILES of dead, browning, crunchy-ass ladybugs. Just sitting there. IN EVERY CORNER. In the rafters, in the windowsill. I about died. &&When I got home, they were in the house too! PRIMARILY IN MY ROOM! &&Every spring to this very day, they invade my freaking room. One day I counted 20 of them muhfuckas in my window and on my ceiling. Then they die and be lying all on my bed and floor. Pissin me off. I HATE THEM. They nasty. I just vacummed up atleast 20 from my windowsill yesterday, no bullshit. UGH.

Now the fireflies. Same deal, used to catch them as a kid. I mean, who isnt fascinated by them?! Anyways one evening Im outside with my family, and its starting to get dark, so the fireflies start coming out. So Im all excited tryna catch them with my sister. So here comes one firefly and Im like, ohhh Im about to get this one. All of a sudden it hovers right infront of my face for a good 5 seconds, and the next thing I know, THE BITCH IS UP MY NOSE. Not on my nose, Im talking about in my nostril. I freaked the hell out. I ran so fast toward the house that I tripped on my own foot and bust my knee open. Im not breathing this entire time. All I can really do is yell. So Im yelling "BUG IN MY NOSE!" and running and everybody running after me. I get to the bathroom and Im so distraught that I cant even blow my damn nose correctly. So after about a minutes worth of trying, I blow it out of my nose, still whole, minus a few legs and wing remnants. Then I cry my little eyes out. Talk about traumatizing. Seriously. So now when I see them I just kinda stray away.

My life is rediculous. But I swear to you its all true.

random.

I never showed yall my gun bellybutton ring! It wasnt the one I had been lusting over, but I love it even more because its super dangly and has a skull on it too :] I wish my webcam was clearer so yall could really see it!

Im really bored. Its one in the morning and Im up watching the nutty professor, switching back and forth between blogger, facebook, twitter, andddd formspring. Social networking my ass off!

So Ive been thinking. I need to throw a going away party. I mean I am moving 12 hours away from civilization as I currently know it. Im not sure if I should have like a cookout type of thing or like a parrrtayyy. I guess Ill decide that closer to august. But august will be here before I know it, so I figured Id start thinking about it now.

Plans for tomorrow: Buy a scrapbook, pay my fees, head to vandy to finally take my ID pic, movies in the park! Oh yeah, and maybe apply for a job at hooters. Am I crazy for that? Hah!

But seriously I was thinking about going to bartending school. I think you can go when your 18? Maybe Im tripping. But thats good, quick money. Ive always wanted to be a bartender, until crybaby shut it down when we were together. But now Im thinking about it again. I was also watching some show about stripping or exotic dancing or whatever. &&I thought to myself, if worst came to worst, I think Id strip to make money. Seriously. I mean my situation would have to be reallllly bad, but Id do it! Im crazy.

I applied for jobs at mickey dees and burger king today. Which is proof at how desperate I am. I doubt I get a job at either place, but its worth a try!

Im cute, I know.

Ok, Im done rambling for the night. Guess Ill try to get some sleep!

we are the legacy.

So as some of yall know, but the majority of yall do not, I used to dance at the BEST dance studio in the world, Cathy's dance studio. I danced a total of 7 years there. I started when I was 5, two years later I made competition team, which was the best year of my life Im pretty sure, then danced one year after that and quit after fourth grade. Freshman year I went back after spending my middle school years being a gymnast and cheerleading...I had missed it so much! What was great was that even though I had been gone for four whole years, when I came back, it was as if nothing had changed! All the girls embraced me back into the cds family immediately and Mrs Cathy still had as much passion for her work as she did when I was a youngin. So freshman year up until last year I danced for Cathy, who is one of my biggest inspirations in life. My world came crashing down when she announced her retirement at the end of our dance year last year. I cried my little heart out. We all did. We had a huge cookout to celebrate her 30 odd years of running her amazing studio, and it was a great time to remember all the amazing times we had together.

When I learned that Shawn was taking over the studio, obviously I was skeptical and nervous about going back. It just wasnt going to be the same. But I tried it out during a summer session and I really loved the young energy Shawn brought to the table...so I came back. I mean, I couldnt just stop dancing all together. This year has been nothing less than an emotional rollercoaster. I love Shawn and respect her talent, but it always feels, or felt, as if something was missing. There were plenty of times when I was super frustrated. Nevertheless, I enjoyed this last year of dance and I'm glad I didnt give up!

I love my girls. I'm excited for our recital tommorow! I reallllly hope Mrs. Cathy is there to see her babies graduate :[

happy.

Why I'm happy today:

• My babyboy is amazingggg. Couldnt ask for a better friend to spend time with in our freetime :D
• I graduate in 6 days.
• Im FINISHED with the hell on earth that is referred to as AP spanish language.
• Im partying with my girls tonight.
• Tomorrow is my absolute last day of highschool.
• Summer is basically here.
• Im officially repsonsible and accountable for my past actions :]
• Did I mention I graduate next wednesday?

Basically, my life is the two H's after S.

random...ness[2]

I suffer from somniloquy. Better known as sleep talking.

Seriously, I do it ALL THE TIME. It's pretty freaky if you ask me. I'll just wake up and start talking to whoever may be in the room with me...about whatever may be on my mind.

One day I'm going to say something I really regret. Or really personal. But I won't be able to help it!

GO DOWNLOAD CHRIS BREEZY'S NEW MIXTAPE, IN MY ZONE! ITS SOOOO M'EFFIN GOOD!!!!!

&&why didn't I know Nicole and Joel were engaged?!?! :D

I'm done rambling.