hiatus.

So Im taking a hiatus from birth control, simply because I have no way of easily obtaining it up here...or atleast I havent had the chance to yet. I finished my last pack of pills yesterday morning or whatever...so Im just praying for the best. Looking around online I found that there shouldnt be any major side effects, except maybe some crazy mood swings and cycle irregularities. But this kinda sucks. Like I just started! Id only been on it for 3 months, but let me tellll you, that 3 months was like night and day compared to how my cycle used to be!! SOO MUCH BETTER. Jesus. I cant even decribe to you how much those little pills helped me out with cramps, irritability, mood swings...all that was like out the window. It was great. Im scared that now that Im off, my cycle is gonna right back to the hell it used to be. But then again I dont know how long I should wait to start up on bc again...like its just a matter of finding time and making an appointment and getting to a planned parenthood up here....then again, I have like zeeero free time ever. So I dont know..Ill probably call up there and ask thier opinion. This is a mess. Grrr.

#fuf...

Get like me. Why yes, indeed, that is my jeweled, cheetah print flask...are you hating? You should be.

AHHHHH!

Ive been packing my life away all damn day. Im tried, hungry, stressed, anxious, sad, all that crap. I had to drop off my babies, who I wont see until thanksgiving, I forgot to go to verizon to fix my jank phone, I still have to go to walgreens to develop pictures, did I mention I am starved?, I want to go buy two more pairs of shoes lol, I have hella luggage...im just dying.

sorry, this is completely pointless.

my last two days...

Its really surreal to me. But Im definately ready, I know that for sure. This past week Ive been spending plenty of time with the people that I love and will miss the most, so now that we've said our see you laters, Im ready to bounceee. Except not really, because I havent packed a single article of clothing. Smh. So after I get my hair done today &&go to the mall, the rest of my night shall be dedicated to packing! Ill let yall know how it goes.

On a random note, I love tahj mowry. Always have. He is BAD. Have yall seen him lately? Haha, I follow him on twitter, &&this morning he posted this video of him singing...check it out!

okay, this shit is legit.

Shelby saw this on tumblr...I think? &&She told me about it! If you pretend to shake salt, like from a salt shaker, into your mouth, after a while you can actually taste it in the back of your throat! I was skeptical as shit until I tried it-it actually works! I tried to imagine pepper too, but it didnt work...guess since salt is more common or whatever. I forget the science behind it or whatever, but I thought it was interesting how the mind works like that sometimes. TRY THAT SHIT!

if it aint one thing, its another.

Im 99 percent sure I have a UTI...my second one, at that. Eff! A uti, for those who may not know, is a urinary tract infection, &&can be caused by multiple things. Its not deadly&&its actually pretty common...its just uncomfortable as hell! I feel like I have to pee ALL THE TIME. It sucks. Last time around when I got one, I didnt know what it was so I ignored it &&allowed it to get worse&&worse until one day it had me in sooo much pain that I was bent double and could not stand up or walk or anything...had to be rushed to emergency...put on antibiotics. It was a mess lol. So needless to say, I aint lettin that happen again! Imma straight go to walgreens and get some azo &&crandberry juice! Yall pray for me :P hahaha.

whats on my agenda...

• On monday me and alex are going to lunch with our friend jewel, who is basically our big sister. Our families are friends, &&she and I went to all the same schools from 1st grade on up, &&she just graduated from hu in a mere three years! Basically, Im her mini-me :P. But I look up to her soooo much. She is such an inspiration. Shes hard-working, focused, dedicated, caring, smart, &&not to mention beautiful. Shes also about to be gettin that GUAP seeing that shes moving to california to work for freaking google!!! Im going to miss the poo out of her. I love herrr! So shes treating me and alex to lunch before she makes her big move! Im so excited :D
• On tuesday me and a group of friends are going to buffalo wild wings for the last time this summer :[. Bww has been our hangout spot throughout this summer on mulitple occasions, so we figured itd be a perfect place to all get together and say our final goodbyes :[. But im excited! I can get downnnn on some wings, you betta ask somebody!
• Sometime next week Im kidnapping my baby, bka my neice kayli starr, to take her somewhere. I need to spend time with my heart <333. So Im thinking chuckecheese as of now, but if anyone has suggestions, let me know! Shes 3 :].
• Whenever my baby dg gets back, which seems like neverrr, we're going to see inception! I cant wait because I hear its pretty good, &&plus I miss my danny baby :].
• Im about to make a posterboard collage. I think I mentioned this already. Ill probably start tonight because it doesnt look like Im going anywhere.
• My last week at vandy for the summer is next friday. Pretty sure Im going to cry. Especially after the amazing day I had there today. I shall return!!!
• Im going to start packing tonight, finally! My house will slowly return back to normal :]
• My little get together is next weekend! So excited to spend time with my girls. I need to think about my tattoo?! Ahhh! haha.

Ive been slacking.

Kinda, not really. I just feel like I have. Nothing to really say lately...even though so much has been going on!

• Me and my sister made cookie monster cupcakes. I was inspired by a picture I saw on tumblr. Ours werent as professional looking, but them hoes were good! Im delivering some tmr to a few friends :] Here is a pic...

They're just yellow cake with vanilla icing. Obviously we food colored it :P. The eyes are vanilla icing and oreos, &&the cookie in his mouth is a famous amos :D. They are so cute, I didnt wanna eat it! But of course I did! Hah, fatty.
• Tonight I went out to dinner with three of my favorite people-Alex, Jasma, &&Kandace. We had such a good time! We went out to eat at one of mah favvvvorite places, casa fiesta! Yummm. Then we went to hustler hollywood just for kicks, which is a sex shop for those who dont know. Now Im no stranger to sex, trust me hahaha, but I was in there just amazed at some of the stuff I saw. Seriously, there are a billion types of sex toys and games out there...man. If only I had the money to purchase them! Bahaha. Im done.
• Im visiting my cripple friend Justin tmr..hopefully. &&Bringing him cupcakes :] Im such a good friend huh? Lol.
• Im like officially done school shopping! I still could use some more clothes...but Ill try to hold out. I need to really just focus on packing now.
• Things with me and all of my friends is finally back to normal. Thank goodness, that was draining me. &&Im super excited about my little get together weekend! :]

hehe.

I have 69 follwers.

....Im childish, I know.

wow.

Ive been mia for sooo long! I just went and read all of my daily blog reads;;I am so behind! But i finished them all, and now Im ready to get back into the swing of things! I was in kentucky this past weekend from friday till last night for a family reunion, and I decided not to take my computer with me, so obviously I couldnt update or anything. But Im back home now! I have so much to catch up on with my little letter challenges and whatnot. Hopefully they will all be done by the end of the day!

But for now I have somewhere to go :]]]. So this will commence luego.

planned parenthood.

They are livesaverrrs. Free birth control, ftw! So I just started...kinda nervous because I only hear horror stories about all the bad side effects of being on the pill. So far so good though, minus a headache, but that might be a coincidence.

Its funny though because my mama just asked me out of the blue if I want to get on birth control...? Hah. She doesnt know Im on it yet. Guess I'll tell her eventually. She wont care.

HAH. She just brought it up again. She was like "you can get em...but thats the ONLY thing you using them for." [I told her I want em to help my severe cramping...which is true]...

If only she knew.... ;]

whats been going on...

So I dont have a super creative topic to blog about quite yet, but the night is young! But for now here's just a quick update on my life in general...

• Sooo hooters never called me back...bitches. Fuck an all american girl. Guess I need to go on and apply to Coyote Ugly downtown...hah!
• Just got back from memphis about an hour ago. Went to go visit my uncles and aunt and grandparents. Very much needed. Just a little day trip, but we had a good time.
• Me, leah, and shelby had an old fashioned sleep over the other night! It was soo much fun just spending time together. I love my girls :]
• Already mentioned me seeing toy story 3. I cried like a bitch. I wanna see it againnn! Cant wait until it comes out on dvd.
• Ive been really lonely lately. All...well most...of my friends have boyfriends....&&I want one too :[ I know it sounds crazy coming from the former self-proclaimed pimpette herself, but there is no better feeling than having that one special person thats all yours. But the one that I want doesnt want me :[ So I guess Im stuck. Thats the worst feeling in the world.
• Im super excited to move now. Like I love my friends, but lately Ive been ready to gooo. Counting down the days!
• Im addicted to tumblr.
• I might be going to atlanta tmr night! I really need to go shopping...baddd.

Thats about it for now I suppose.

so uhmm.

I have had like absolutely nothing to blog about the past few days, as Im sure you all have noticed. Ive been slightly addicted to my tumblr actually. But I swear I havent forgot about my trusty blog :] Hah. I'll be back shortly :]

wow.

I have so much to say about this weekend. Prepare for hella posts tonight :]

random.

I never showed yall my gun bellybutton ring! It wasnt the one I had been lusting over, but I love it even more because its super dangly and has a skull on it too :] I wish my webcam was clearer so yall could really see it!

Im really bored. Its one in the morning and Im up watching the nutty professor, switching back and forth between blogger, facebook, twitter, andddd formspring. Social networking my ass off!

So Ive been thinking. I need to throw a going away party. I mean I am moving 12 hours away from civilization as I currently know it. Im not sure if I should have like a cookout type of thing or like a parrrtayyy. I guess Ill decide that closer to august. But august will be here before I know it, so I figured Id start thinking about it now.

Plans for tomorrow: Buy a scrapbook, pay my fees, head to vandy to finally take my ID pic, movies in the park! Oh yeah, and maybe apply for a job at hooters. Am I crazy for that? Hah!

But seriously I was thinking about going to bartending school. I think you can go when your 18? Maybe Im tripping. But thats good, quick money. Ive always wanted to be a bartender, until crybaby shut it down when we were together. But now Im thinking about it again. I was also watching some show about stripping or exotic dancing or whatever. &&I thought to myself, if worst came to worst, I think Id strip to make money. Seriously. I mean my situation would have to be reallllly bad, but Id do it! Im crazy.

I applied for jobs at mickey dees and burger king today. Which is proof at how desperate I am. I doubt I get a job at either place, but its worth a try!

Im cute, I know.

Ok, Im done rambling for the night. Guess Ill try to get some sleep!

hmm.

So I just had a thought. If I'm gonna work this summer, that means muchhh less time with my family and friends. So which is more important, time with them, or money so that I can live comfortably in dc on my own? Hmm. Im not really sure right now. I guess if I get the job we'll see.

my day.

UGH. I feel like shit right now. I hate being a woman. I need to get on birth contol asap.

On a much lighter note, today was my graduation dinner, and I had such a great time! All of my closest family and friends came out to help me celebrate. The food was amazingggg [catered by my cousin], and my dad put together a super cute video for me. &&My cake was amaaazing. We devoured it. There is literally none left. But we have a full pan of chicken left haha. Definately not complaining though! My heart Kayli came and kept me running the whole afternoon...literally running after her. &&Drawing on ballons. &&Playing hide and seek. &&Other fun toddler activities, hah. My other baby boys who are now all grown up, Evan and Jackson, came to see me :] I miss them so much. I was there for both of their births, and to see them all grown up is rediculous. My do6 girls were all there, minus bet...typical lol. &&Of course plenty of cousins were there. It was great! I recieved tons of cards and sweet little messages...&&not to mention a total [so far] of $928.oo to spend :] Im super excited to start shopping!

So basically I had a great day. &&This will be the first night since wednesday that Im staying in the house and not partying. Tomorrow is memorial day, &&Im probably gonna hit up the wavepool with my girls, then head over to kenyas cookout for more foooood :]. I just hope I feel better tomorrow than I do tonight :[.

Just a few shots from my camera.

12.

What shoe size are you?
Anything from a 7 to a 8.5, depending on what type of shoe it is.

Where do you work?
I dont work, I volunteer. I have never been able to find a real job :[


Favorite pieces of clothing you own?
I honestly could not pick if I had too. Lately, my goodwill finds though.


Your favorite blog?
I love all the blogs that I follow :]


Do you have any pets?
My two babies honey and shadow :]


How many siblings do you have?
A little sister, a half sister and a half brother.
If you could live anywhere, where would it be?
Right here in my hometown, honestly. Or some tropical island somewhere.


What where you doing before this?
Looking through graduation pictures with the fam.


Your favorite food?
I eat almost anything. Seriously.


Do you have a middle name?
Phylicia.


Your favorite websites?
Twitter, facebook, other blogs, youtube.


Who do you tag?
Anyone reading who'd like to do this themselves!!

happy.

Why I'm happy today:

• My babyboy is amazingggg. Couldnt ask for a better friend to spend time with in our freetime :D
• I graduate in 6 days.
• Im FINISHED with the hell on earth that is referred to as AP spanish language.
• Im partying with my girls tonight.
• Tomorrow is my absolute last day of highschool.
• Summer is basically here.
• Im officially repsonsible and accountable for my past actions :]
• Did I mention I graduate next wednesday?

Basically, my life is the two H's after S.