Happy Valentine's Day!!

the two most loving pictures i could find on my computer as of right now.

my better half&&my roomie. they are the bestest <3

Something to get you in the mood...

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Happy Valentine's Day <3


You can thank this girl ---> @_HustleSimmons [follow her on twitter!]

love is in the air.

My cousin steve is pretty much like my brother. We have always been super close &&these past few years we've really bonded because he always vacations with us when we go, haha.

Then yall have heard me speak about my friend jewel who just graduated from howard. Ive known her for foreverrrr. Ive always looked up to her because she is such a leader &&is always on her shit.

Well back when those two were seniors in high school...so like 4 years ago...they started dating. They met through a competition they were both in at the time. When I found out they were going together I was superrr excited because I knew jewel was perrrfect for him. By the time they graduated, I was referring to her as my cousin in law because I just knew that they were going to stay together for a longggg time.

They both go off to college-jewel to dc, &&jr here in nashville. That first year being apart was really rough with them not being able to see each other but a few times during the school year...so sophomore year, they broke up &&started seeing other people. Even so, they still kept in touch and remained very good friends. &&Even when jr was going out on dates with other girls, he would tell me how much he missed jewel &&that he was gonna marry her one day. Im like, mhmm sure haha. But in the back of my mind I still had hope for them.

Last year, they stopped seeing other people &&started talking back serious again &&everything. It didnt surprise me, &&I was super happy about it. Jr would tell me time &&time again how he knew this was his wife &&didnt want no one else. Once agin, Id laugh it off, because they're still young and in school in stuff.

So about a week ago, jr tells me he's going to propose to her...soon. I was like whatttt? &&A few days later, he sends me a photo of a ring. So Im like, holy cow, he is serious. &&Some days later, we talked on the phone, &&he told me all his plans for how he was going to do so. Whats funny is that same morning when I went to lunch with jewel, she was saying how she thought her and jr were going to get engaged soon! I wanted to say something sooo bad, but obviously I kept quiet.

On friday, he proposed, &&obviously she said yes. I called them later on to congratulate them, &&I wanted to cry. Their relationship gives me hope for any of my future relationships honestly. If they can do it, anyone can...I mean talk about long distance!?! &&She's moving to cali next week! But I know without a shadow of a doubt they they will stay together, &&I look forward to the wedding :]

awwhh! :]

T.I. &&Tiny finally tied the knot! After nine years &&two kids, I think it was about time! Im so happy for them, seriously. I honestly dont think they'll ever break up...at least I hope they dont. They are perfect for each other! &&Three ceremonies?! I see ya!

epiphany!

I think Im too nice. Like thats my problem. Thats why Ive been going through such hard times lately. I guess I love just a little bit too much. Unconditionally. But thats just me, I cant help it! So when others don love me in that same type of way, it pisses me off. Finally, I figured out the root of my unhappiness! Even so, Im not gonnna stop. My heart wont allow me. I just needa figure out how to better cope with such occurances, because I know many more of these types of heartbreaks are inevitable.

that's all folks!

Well, it's over.

Am I sad? Hell yea! This was something that I honestly thought would last and something that I cherished deeply. But we just werent as compatible as we thought, &&he wasnt happy. &&Even though it hurts me deeply to let this go, I guess it makes me feel a little bit better that at least he's happy, which is all I ever wanted him to be. With or without me!

But we're still friends, which is the most important thing in my opinion. Its bad enough losing my future husband, but losing one of my closest friends too? I would have dieeddd.

I spent alot of time crying last night. I'm gonna miss so many aspects of our relationship sooo much! Yall dont understand how happy he made me :]. I still have all these saved texts in my phone that I'm hesitant to delete. They remind me of good times that I dont ever want to forget! But I know I have to let go of them eventually and accept the fact that we are only friends.

You know what really pisses me off though? The fact that there are alot of bitches out there who are REJOICING about this shit. All the girls who never wanted me to see me with him in the first place, thought I didnt deserve him, thought I stole him from them, etc. FUCK YALL! Hah. I had to get that off of my chest. He's available now, so catch him if you can! If you do, I wont be mad at ya. I REFUSE to be the jealous ex girlfriend :]

Anyways, I have mucho amor for him. He'll always have a little part of me. He really did make my senior year worthwhile. Homecoming, Valentines day, Prom...all that. He's the bestest! I'm glad to have had him for myself, even if only for a little while :P

&&Of course, I'll always love him <333 He's the one that got away...my almost baby daddy :P lmao. But seriously.

So needless to say, I'm not looking for love anytime soon. I plan on enjoying this summer to the best of my ability, single bitchessss! I just need some time to myself to reevaluate and recoop and whatnot.

Thanks to all of my amazing friends who were there to listen to me mope!

ily bb :]

just because.

Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?:

I do.

If so how long have the two of you been together?:
Officially since feb 26th :]

Have you ever let them see you cry?:
Yea :[

Have they ever hurt you?
Never that
Do you talk to them alot?:
Everyday


Do you think they care about you?:
I know he does
Have they ever hit you?:
Only love taps :]
Do they tell you they love you?:
Yes, very often
Have the two of you ever broke up?:
Nope
What color eyes do they have?:
Brown


Have the two of you ever danced?:
We have

Do the two of you have a song?:
No we dont. Yet, atleast. There are many that remind me of him though.
If yes , what song is it?:
I'm too lazy to type them all out cuz it's a few lol
What do you think is the best thing about your boyfriend or girlfriend?:
I could write a book. But really he is just the sweetest, most caring, funniest, most handsome dude ive ever met.
Have you ever kissed them?:
Duh :P
Be honest are they a good kisser?:
The best. Honestly.
Have you been thinking about breaking up with your boyfriend or girlfriend?:
Noooo :[[[
Does he or she know what your favorite color is?:
Not sure. Because it just changed.
How long do you want to be with your boyfriend or girlfriend?:
Forevaaa :D
When you are away from your boyfriend or girlfriend do you miss them?:
More than he'd ever know.
Do you think he or she is the ONE for you?:
I really, really do.
Have you told them you love them?:
Constantly


Did you mean it?:
Always <333
Are you sure?:
YES! Geeze lol
How old is your Boyfriend or Girlfriend?:
18


When is their b-day?:
My little halloween baby
Do you miss them right now?:
Of course I do. I always do.

I love you Brandon <333

i'm a brass band.

Somebody loves me,
my heart is beating so fast.
All kinds of music is
pouring out of me...

...Somebody loves me at last!

[back when we were only babies...well, freshmen.]

:]

my babyboy.

all mine :]

sex so great she gainin weight.

I remember once my mama told me that when you're in love you gain weight. So I looked it up on Cosmo's website to read why. You should read it! I'm too lazy to write it out on here :P

One may ask, 'how is this relevant to you, sandi?'. Well, because I'm gaining weight! Quite rapidly! &&I blame this love bug that bit me when BB came along! He blames something else...which I must say I agree with also ;] hahaha.

Man. Have I mentioned how much I love that boy?

ANYWAYS, I can't fit hardly any of my jeans anymore, which makes me even more anxious for spring! Straight dresses and skirts! I bought a few down in ATL and hopefully I can find some more for some good prices later this week. I need to save as much money as possible! Sooo much is coming up that I need to pay for :/

is this the way love feels?

Thank you, God, for sending me this boy. Everything about him is perfect to me. The joy I experience when I'm with him is indescribable. I seriously consider myself the luckiest girl in the world. Eight years ago if someone had told me that Brandon and I would end up together like this, I would have laughed in thier face. Never saw it happening. Always wanted it to! &&Now that it has become a reality, I just keep on thinking that maybe it's a dream;simply too good to be true. Then I realize that this is real, and the feelings that sweep over me are incredible. I can't help but smile when I see him. I find myself staring at him...just admiring how freaking sexy he is :P. I cannot get enough of his love. He's the first thing I think about when I wake up;as a matter of fact he stays on my mind all the time. Days that I don't see him are slick miserable for me. I have never felt such a deep connection with a person on so many levels. I fall more in love with him everyday because I am constantly finding new reasons to do so. He gives the best hugs and kisses in this world. He's bringing out a side of me that I didn't know existed. &&I'm loving it. We're determined to make this work...no matter the distance. That's my baby. Husband. Baby daddy. My heart. I love him.

indescribable.

"The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart." - Helen Keller

the mrs.

Ok Brandon said I was gonna do a post about this, and I told him that just because he said something that I wasn't gonna do one...

But I can't keep quiet. So babe if you read this you can go ahead and say "I told you so" or whatever, but I don't care!!

It's official. WE are official.

I can't contain myself.

Nothing has really changed...I just feel more..complete now. So it's a great feeling. Like an amaaazing feeling. &&What makes it even better was that it was unexpected;;something I was wondering about and questioned whether or not it would happen...not that my feelings would have changed if they hadnt...I mean its just a title right? Well thats what I though, until now. Idk...it just makes everything ten times better. In my mind, atleast :]

All or nothing?? I'll take it all :]

golden.

Take me back in the day when loving was pure.

Love ain't going away, love is always secure.

Life's not always perfect but love's always forever.

Lets let true love connect lets try lasting together.

I apologize if these love posts are annoying yall...I just can't help it! He stays on my mind...alll...dayy...longg. Not even kidding.

:D

Last night I went to BB's house for game night! &&Had sooo much fun...even though we didn't play many games, lol. The quality time with him toward the end...which in this case was like 1 in the morning...is what I cherished and enjoyed most :]

silly little valentine.

So this Valentine's Day was the first official one that I've ever spent with my significant other. I've never had a boyfriend come V-day in the past, and if my last serious boyfriend did something for me on Valentine's Day, then obviously it wasn't special enough for me to remember because I don't recall doing anything, lmao. So, this was the first time, in my mind :]

I won't...and can't...necessarily go into too many details about everything that went down, but I can say that I smiled the entire night and I'm still on this "love high" as we speak.

I am the luckiest girl in the world to have the man that I do. I know this for a fact.

I am legit in love. &&I have no idea what to do with myself.

i less than 3 him.

"Take me back in the day when loving was pure.



Love ain't going away, love is always secure.


Life's not always perfect but love's always forever.


Lets let true love connect lets try lasting together.






I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my all.


I'm so ready to give til' the day that my life is no more.


I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be.


Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden. "
-Chrisette M.
 
 

I'm the luckiest girl in the world...because I have fallen head over heels for a boy who constantly makes me happy, who stays crackin me up, who stays surprising me with the sweet things he says, who always makes me feel better on my bad days, who is gorgeous, who satisfies me, who makes my heart melt....

&&A boy who loves me.

I could go on forever about him! I'm giddy as hell bruh. Ohmahgad.

I'm so excited about this weekend...valentine's day weekend! It's gonna be perfect! Not to mention the first time I actually spend it with my significant other, and not family :P

To put it all in a nutshell: I'm super motherfucking happy.

That is all :D

love is you.

What's your definition of it?

How does it make you feel?

Tell me what you say that truly makes it real.

Kings and Queens, Philosophers have tried so hard to find,

Tell me what it means to you dear, nevermind

Love is kind when the world is cold.

Love stays strong when the fight gets old.

Love's a shoulder to lean on.

Love is you.

Love's like the water when the well runs dry,

Quench my thirst, keep me alive.

Just need one sip baby,

Love is you.

 
 
Why I love Chrisette, and why I MUST see her when she comes to town in a few weeks. Ugh, where is ya money when ya need it most!?